无聊。天空很清澈，一无所有。
以前常常问自己，什么才是自己真正想要的。没有答案。而现在甚至懒得去想，甚至不想要自己真正想要的。
好心情难得。
总觉得写字是一种消极的行为，逃避，推卸，躲藏。曾经会有一种很梦幻的感觉，始于高考结束，终于今年春节。有一段时间我常常做梦，以为高考不过是另一次模拟。醒来庆幸高考毕竟是完了。但还是失落，觉得不真实。今年春节，有些东西永远的失去了，从此似乎不再思考。开始一种或许是真正成人的生活。着重眼前的东西，解决无穷无尽的琐事，同时，保持平和。
There is no escape afterall.
‘Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?’ ‘That depends a good deal on where you want to get to’, said the cat. ‘I don’t much care where’ said Alice. ‘Then it doesn’t matter which way you go’, said the Cat. ‘So long as I get somewhere, ’ Alice added as an explanation. ‘Oh, you’re sure to do that,’ said the Cat, ‘if you only walk long enough.’ - Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
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